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Title: The Perfect Couple (8/13)
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: NC-17 (R this chapter)
Length: 1315 words (this chapter)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Smut
Summary: Sho is madly in love with Aiba, but will his struggles with his sexuality and his job as an idol prevent him from being able to be with the person he loves?
Note: New chapter every Wednesday and Sunday until this fic is finished!
Based on a request by  [livejournal.com profile] yuuki_73


8
The next day, Sho woke up wrapped in Aiba’s arms. He smiled and took in how happy he was in this moment, being able to spend the week with his boyfriend. At least he was happy that morning, until he moved a tiny bit and felt something poke him in the hip. He looked down and saw Aiba’s morning wood tenting his pants. Just looking at Aiba aroused like that turned Sho on, but it also scared him.

Aiba was probably expecting to have sex during this vacation.

That thought worried Sho, and Aiba’s morning boner reminded him of his fear. Not that Sho didn’t want to have sex with Aiba, because he did. He really did. But Sho never had sex with a man before. He also hadn’t had that much sex before either as he prioritized his work over his personal life. Basically Sho was afraid he wouldn’t live up to Aiba’s expectations. He was the Sakurai Sho after all. And he saw what the fans wrote about him online. Many thought that he was incredibly sexy, and some wished that they could fuck him. He couldn’t help but think that Aiba might have similar expectations.

Also, despite being a gay man, the thought of having sex with a man was a tad off-putting to Sho. He couldn’t figure out why that was. He had watched gay porn a few times and it did nothing for him. And Sho usually felt guilty when he did watch it, unlike with straight porn.
Sho thought Aiba was hot and all that, and he wanted to have sex with him, but something felt wrong.

Aiba rolled a bit and his erection was once again poking Sho.
Sho groaned and glanced over at the alarm clock. Well, it was 9 AM anyways. He decided to wake up Aiba.

“Masaki~, Masaki~”
Aiba slowly opened his eyes, then blinked quickly to adjust to the light.
“Good morning, Masaki.”
“Mornin’ Sho!” Aiba leaned in and kissed his boyfriend.

“What are we doing today?” Aiba snuggled up closer to Sho, causing Sho to blush.
“Uh, want to go to the Louvre today?”
“Yeah, that would be fun!”


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Once Sho managed to roll out of bed, he went into the bathroom to take a shower. Aiba was tempted to join Sho in the shower, but he decided to hold off on a shower ambush. It was only the second day of their vacation. But Aiba was getting impatient.

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New Text Message
From: Nino

Did you have sex last night?
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Aiba groaned.
He should’ve known that Nino would pester him like this. Nino is a brat after all.


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To: Nino

No, not yet. But we only got here yesterday.
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From: Nino

Maybe you should use that pair of underwear I packed for you.
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Well, that wasn’t such a bad idea.



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Sho and Aiba spent their day going to the large tourist-y areas of Paris. The Louvre, (which, although it had so much art it would take days to see it all, Aiba got bored within a couple of hours, and Sho got antsy, wanting to get to do the other things he planned for their trip. Aiba snapped a selfie of him and Sho in front of the Mona Lisa, which he sent to Ohno, who, despite being an artist, didn’t really give a shit.), the Arc de Triomphe, the Notre Dame, and the Sacré-Cœur. Basically they did most of the typical Paris vacation stuff.

Their day ended at a romantic fancy restaurant. They were both dressed formally, and Aiba had his hair slicked back. Aiba generally didn’t like such upscale restaurants, as he felt pressured to act proper and couldn’t really be himself, but he really enjoyed it. He felt like he and Sho were in their own world as they chatted about pointless things while sipping on wine and eating fancy foods with names Aiba couldn’t pronounce.

Aiba couldn’t help but feel that he was really in love.


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When they returned to their hotel room, Aiba took a quick shower. He wanted to rinse out the gel that he put in his hair earlier. Once he got out of the shower, he went back into the room wearing only his towel. Aiba could feel Sho’s eyes on him from the other end of the room.
This amused Aiba greatly. He was just going to grab some pajamas and head back to the bathroom to put them on, but Aiba decided to have a bit of fun with it, since he had Sho’s attention. Once he found the pair of underwear Nino put in his bag, Aiba, with his back facing Sho, dropped his towel on the ground. Aiba heard Sho sharply inhale. Aiba bent down to grab the underwear, giving Sho a nice view of his ass. Aiba put the underwear on, which were so tight that they left little to the imagination. He hopped in their bed.

“You coming?” Aiba asked the surprised Sho.
Sho nodded.

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This is it. Sho thought. He’s going to want to have sex now.
Sho thought that he should probably just go along with it. Sure he was nervous, but it couldn’t be that bad, right?

Sho stripped down to his boxers and climbed in bed once more.

Aiba wrapped his arms around Sho and kissed him roughly. His hands moved all over Sho’s body as their tongues fought for dominance. Aiba began to grind his hips against Sho’s but he saw Sho pull away when he did, so he stopped.

“Are you okay, Sho? We don’t have to do this now if you don’t want to.”
“I’m sorry, Masaki...”

Aiba exhaled.
“No, it’s okay. I wouldn’t want you to do something you didn't want to.”
They laid in silence for a few seconds.
Sho realized that he needed to talk to Aiba about what he feeling. As much as he didn’t want to, it wasn’t fair to Aiba.

“I know I should’ve said something sooner, but can we talk?”
“Yeah.”
“Well first of all, I’ve never had sex with a man before.”
“Wait, really?”
Sho nodded.
“I’ve never really talked about it with you, but I've struggled with my sexuality. I always tried to deny that I was gay. I always dated women, even though I was never happy.”

“Sho...”
“And even now that I’ve stopped trying to fight reality, I still feel uncomfortable dating men. I feel like there’s something wrong with me, or that I’m doing something I shouldn’t. Though that has gotten better lately. I’ve been really happy dating you, and I don't worry about that stuff as much.”
“Sho, you should’ve said something before.”
“I know, and I’m sorry for that.”

“Sho, there’s nothing wrong with you. There’s nothing wrong with being gay. You can’t worry about what others think. Just do what makes you happy. Other people may not understand how you feel, but that’s okay. You can’t feel bad about being who you are, Sho.”
“But, it’s hard to be who I am. I’m always worrying about it. Don’t you worry too?”
“I know it’s hard. I worry all the time about what would happen to my career, and what would have happen to Arashi If the public found out that I was gay. It’s easy to get caught up in your fears, but there’s nothing you can do about it, so why waste time worrying?”
“You’re right. I’m sorry for bothering you with this. I’m already in my 30s and I still struggle to accept myself. It’s ridiculous, no?”
“It’s not ridiculous. I’m glad you were able to talk to me, even if it wasn’t at the best time.”
“Sorry about that,” Sho said sheepishly.
Aiba giggled.

“That’s alright.” Aiba pressed a kiss to Sho’s lips.
“Let’s go to sleep, okay?”
Sho nodded.

“Goodnight Sho.”
“Goodnight, Masaki.”



NEXT CHAPTER



Comments are very appreciated!

Date: 2016-07-17 07:50 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] yuuki_nyanmaru

Poor Sho, I can understand why he thinks those things but he is not wrong. Fortunately Aiba is there with him; I'm sure that thanks to him, Sho will accept his sexuality and will be truly happy ^-^


I don't know why but I have the feeling that their first time will be soo romantic *-*


See you next time <33

Date: 2016-07-17 08:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] learashi
Maybe Aiba needs to take charge of things the first time, taking the pressure off Sho.
Can't wait for the next bit. 💕

Date: 2016-07-17 09:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deelovesryo.livejournal.com
So good he talked to Aiba about his worries. Aiba was very supportive and caring,
I'm looking forward the rest of the story. Thanks for sharing!

Date: 2016-07-18 08:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fabbimoraes.livejournal.com
So cute!
I loved Masaki trying to seduce Sho and how he understands his boyfriend's worries.
I hope Sakuraiba can solve all their insecurities and have the happy ending that they deserve.

Date: 2016-07-20 03:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yuuki-73.livejournal.com
Oh! What a mess Sho! But the afraid of not being accepted must be suffocating! Life is already so hard with you being happy with what you are, imagine how awful must be when you think that you are a mistake! That's so sad!!! I think that Sho made the right decision coming clean with Aiba! The Sunshine Boy will know how to help him <3

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