Title: The Perfect Couple (13/13)
Rating: NC-17 (this chapter)
Length: 1765 words (this chapter)
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Smut
Summary: Sho is madly in love with Aiba, but will his struggles with his sexuality and his job as an idol prevent him from being able to be with the person he loves?
Note: Epilogue on Sunday!
Based on a request by yuuki_73
The transition to living with another person went rather smoothly for Sho. Unlike Aiba, who had roomed with Nino in a dorm before they debuted, Sho never lived with anyone other than his family. Despite this, Sho didn’t have too much of a problem getting used to having someone else around. Him and Aiba never really butt heads about anything, and Sho didn’t find anything Aiba did to be particularly annoying (surprisingly).
However, Sho did see sides of Aiba he had never really seen before. There was a time when Aiba mentioned on TV that he would punch his pillow when he was angry or upset, and Sho could never really picture Aiba doing such a thing before. Though he wasn’t beating up pillows, Sho saw Aiba when he was angry, when he was sad, when he was stressed. It didn’t ruin Sho’s image of Aiba, rather, it made Aiba feel more human. It was comforting to see that even the ever-smiling Aiba Masaki had bad days.
They were pretty good about not getting into pointless arguments too. Whenever one or both of them were tired or stressed about work, they were able to leave each other alone for a while. Sho was worried about being with Aiba at all times, seeing how they worked together so often in addition to living with each other, but he managed to find some time for himself, so things worked out.
Sho loved living with Aiba. He loved waking up to the smell of breakfast cooking, or waking up next to his boyfriend. He loved being able to snuggle with Aiba on the couch at night, watching their own TV shows and laughing at themselves. He loved that he always had someone to talk to if he needed it, and he loved having someone to support him.
He loved Aiba Masaki.
Another thing Sho loved about their relationship, to a shameless extent, was sex. Being an idol, you couldn’t trust anyone. If you slept with someone, you ran a high risk of them posting about it on the internet, or submitting pictures you didn’t even know they took to tabloids. It was annoying being a nationally famous idol who had to jerk off by himself. Now that he lived with Aiba, this obviously wasn’t an issue. Sho soon found out that Aiba was more of a pervert than he initially anticipated, and they had sex a lot. Not that Sho was complaining, of course. Though sometimes Aiba was a bit too kinky for Sho, like that one time he wanted to be blindfolded and handcuffed. Sho lost count of how many times he asked ‘Are you sure you are okay?’ that night. To which Aiba responded, ‘I want this, you idiot!’ with a smile on his face.
Though there was one thing Sho couldn’t help but be curious about.
He had never done it before. ‘Not even a finger?’ Aiba asked once. Sho had learned through their conversations that Aiba had generally bottomed in the past, so it wasn’t much of an issue anyway. Sho could get away with never receiving and Aiba wouldn’t complain. But despite what he heard about it hurting, or damaging your pride, a small part of him still wanted to try. He heard Aiba moan in pleasure as he was fucked hard, and Sho wanted to know what that felt like. Certainly it had to be good, if Aiba wanted to have sex with him as much as he did. And Sho trusted Aiba. So it didn’t hurt to try, right? (Okay, it might hurt a little, but that wasn’t the point.)
One night, Sho found the courage to try it out.
Aiba was on top of him, both of them shirtless, in bed. Aiba grinded his hips down on Sho’s, desperately trying to get some pleasure. At one point in between their rough kisses, Sho mustered up every ounce of bravery he possessed, and asked,
“Can I try bottoming tonight?”
Sho himself was shocked with how smoothly those words rolled off his tongue.
And Aiba, even more surprised, froze in place.
“You want to?”
Sho found himself nodding rather aggressively.
“Are you sure? It’s probably going to hurt a bit.”
Sho nodded again.
“Speak to me, Sho. Are you sure you want to do this?”
“I’m certain. Please, Masaki.”
Did he just say please?! In a tone that sounded like he was begging to be fucked? Who was the person and where was the real Sakurai Sho? – Is what both Aiba and Sho thought.
“Well if you want it that bad... I guess I can’t say no, right?” Aiba grinned, thinking back to that dream he had about fucking Sho, as he pulled down Sho’s pants.
“If it hurts, I’ll stop, okay?”
Aiba spread Sho’s legs open, which was enough to embarrass the older man, who was already hiding his face. Aiba poured a ton of lube on his fingers – whoever said you can never use too much lube was wrong.
Sho flinched when Aiba circled one cold, lube-covered finger around his hole. Aiba slowly slid the digit inside of Sho.
It didn't hurt. Sure, it was only a finger, but it didn't really feel like anything. It wasn’t bad or good; it was just there. Sho didn’t really know how to feel about it.
He did feel a bit uncomfortable when Aiba started to move his finger though. It felt weird feeling himself stretch out for the first time.
It didn’t start to hurt until Aiba slid a second finger in. Sho was starting to feel a bit of a burning pain, and Aiba could tell by the expression on Sho’s face.
Sho nodded. He wasn’t about to back out from a bit of pain.
Aiba stroked Sho’s cock as he continued to prepare him, distracting him from the pain. Soon enough Aiba had three fingers working in and out of Sho. He moved his fingers over Sho’s prostate, causing him to let out a small moan.
So that’s what it feels like. Huh.
Sho noticed that he was pretty turned on now and wanted more of what he just felt.
“Huh? You want me to stop?”
“No! No. I think I’m prepared enough now.”
“Oh. You sure?”
“Yes, please, Masaki. Please.” Sho didn’t know where this desperate, shameless side of himself had come from, but he was too turned on to care.
Sho felt the head of Aiba’s dick pressed against his entrance. Sho took a deep breath.
It hurt. Sho felt like he was being ripped open.
“Shh, it’s okay. It’ll feel good soon, I promise.” Aiba kissed Sho.
Sho trusted Aiba. He nodded and wiped away the tears forming in his eyes.
Aiba continued to touch Sho’s erection, and Sho did his best to focus on that rather than the pain. Slowly, he felt Aiba’s cock move deeper inside of him.
“Sho, you are doing so good. Almost there.”
One more small thrust and Sho felt Aiba’s balls slap against him. He sighed in relief, thankful that he hadn’t actually torn in two.
Aiba rotated his hips to stretch Sho out some more, and then began to gently thrust in and out of his boyfriend.
Sho quickly forgot the pain that he had felt earlier; he was too caught up in the pleasure of having Aiba inside of him. He got impatient with Aiba’s slow thrusts, so he thrust his hips forward to try to get Aiba to move.
“Impatient, aren’t we?” Aiba grinned.
“Just shut up and fuck me already,” Sho spat, flustered.
Per Sho’s request, Aiba picked up the pace, slamming into Sho’s prostate hard and fast, while stroking Sho’s cock at the same pace.
Sho felt his orgasm coming fast.
“Ah, fuck, I’m gonna cum!”
Aiba started thrusting even faster than before.
“I love you... Masaki!” Sho screamed as he came, spilling all over himself.
Aiba was coming moments later, moaning loudly as he climaxed.
Sho moaned at the feeling of being filled with cum.
Aiba slowly pulled out. He leaned over and grabbed some tissues, handing them to Sho.
“Are you good? That didn’t hurt too much, did it?”
“No, it was great, really.”
“Good.” Aiba smiled. “I’ll go fill the bath.”
Once Aiba left, Sho began to panic. He realized that he just blurted out that he loved Aiba. Of course he meant it, but that wasn’t exactly the way Sho wanted to say such important words for the first time.
And then he realized that he had moved in with someone without even exchanging I love yous. Of course Aiba loved him back. Sho was certain of that. He could tell by the way Aiba cared for him. He didn’t need words to know how Aiba felt.
But the fact that Aiba didn’t say anything back was a bit... worrying. He didn’t say ‘I love you too’. He didn’t have any reaction to it. Maybe he was too caught up in the sex to even comprehend what Sho said. Or maybe I didn’t even say it at all and I’m just going insane.
Aiba’s call that the bath was ready snapped Sho out of his thoughts. Sho rolled out of bed, careful not to get semen everywhere (he didn’t really think the whole cum-in-his-ass thing through beforehand) as he half-walked/half-limped to the bathroom.
Aiba really doted on him in the bathtub, to an almost annoying extent. Saying thank you over and over again, throwing compliments left and right, all while he cleaned Sho thoroughly. Of course, Sho was thankful, but it was still a bit weird.
“Why do you keep saying nice things about me?”
“Because Sho is amazing, that’s why!”
“You are so silly. Really, why?”
“Because you bottomed for me.”
“But I wanted to!”
“I know that, but you were able to trust me for your first time. I’m just happy, that’s all.”
“Of course I trust you, you idiot!” Sho smacked him on the head.
“But honestly, the first time I ever bottomed I felt inferior. Like I was weak and exposed. I never feel like that now, but I just wanted to make sure that you didn’t feel that way.”
“Masaki... Thank you.”
“No, thank you, Sho!”
Sho pulled Aiba towards him and kissed him, hard.
After their bath they climbed in bed. Sho shut the lights off, and snuggled up next to Aiba.
Sho was just about to drift off when he heard Aiba start to speak.
“I love you too, Sho.”
It's here! The last chapter. An hour early for those who are members of this comm! (It's not even Wednesday where I live yet!)
I'll save all of my rambling for the Epilogue, which will be released on Sunday.
See you all then!
Comments are very appreciated!